He was there but sort of not there
If you know what I'm saying
He was half shadowed in the corner at his table
His back to the room as if he was praying
He was hunched round his meal
His chair wedged in tight
Only the back of his trenchcoat
Enjoyed any light
His Trilby was tilted
Like a car on a cliff ledge
He had a twenty degree view span
From table edge to edge
By the state of his suit
And his unshaven chin
He seemed to have taken
His mind for a spin
He signed to the waiter
Who attended his call
But then communication faltered
He just hit a wall
He rolled off his seat
And curled into a ball
Causing his briefcase to fall over
And his teacup to fall
He began to wail loudly
'Please no leave me alone'
Uncontrollable shaking
The sound of tile against bone
I approched the mayhem
And offered the waiter some words
I said 'Leave him in turmoil
He's divinely disturbed'
Then I pulled him aside
And we both gave him space
The restaraunt stood silent
Watching the crease break his face
A full minute he fitted
As we all looked on blankly
He was no-one to us
So we cared not quite frankly
Then as soon as it started
It seemed so just to end
He began to breathe slower
His state just seemed to mend
To such an extent that
He broke into a smile
He returned to his chair
And sat for a while
He cleared up his briefcase
And straightened his hair
He ignored the smashed teacup
As if it never was there
As I say he was unknown
To me or the crowd
So when he got to his feet
And spoke out aloud
'Excuse me' he started
We almost embarrasedly stared
'I have been under some presure...
Supposing you cared
''My wife she has gone
She has found a new lover
And when I enquired of his name
It turns out it's my brother'
'We couldn't be closer, you see
We're identical twins
So this whole affair must rank
As one of the most sordid of sins'
As he finished his sentence
He took his bag and departed
Almost running from where
The melee had started
A silence ensued
Before people returned to their meals
An unusual hush
An uncomfortable feel
For this man with his Trilby
Tilted down to his face
Had bared his pain to some strangers
In the most public of place